My parents are watching this chinese drama and there is one scene where a general is trying to kill all possible lineage of this other general. All of his children. I happened to watch the one scene where he discovers the baby and the father’s daughter makes her hand over the baby and the general takes it and throws the baby down right in front of the mother.The general also killed the mother.
My heart stopped a beat. It was very, very unsettling. Even though it was a movie. I think my maternal instincts kicked in. BUT, I MEAN COME ON. I cannot fathom that sadness and pain that mother felt. It’s so frightening.
My greatest fear is having fears. Some fears are good because it helps preserve your life, but others do not let you live your life to the fullest potential. You become paranoid and nervous.
I’m afraid of losing you, yes. But more than anything, I am afraid of losing myself.
jesus jackie. way to change it from simple but deep to hardcore philosophical.
LOL this comes from the person whose blog is “live without worries” LOL It’s interpretation! It can be deep and philosophical at the same time. Although I do agree that the simplest statements are the most profound.
I’m sorry I haven’t been in Christmas cheer this year. I’ve been spending a lot of energy on college apps and frankly, it has worn me out. This is the last stretch! I hope you have a wonderful Christmas and that you get my letter tonight :] Thanks for always being there, same time every year. It is because of you that my brother and I have kept our tradition of sitting down together to write letters to you. 17 years of love and it will always continue :]
I dislike it when I spend a lot of time writing something
only to find that it is shit so I scrap it. Then I start rewriting another one using a few elements from the “shit” and sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn’t. It’s like the Wheel of Fortune. I’ve done this for every single personal statement and supplement. It’s infuriating. ONWARDS!
Tonight was awesome. Seeing the familiar faces from last year visit us and spell out all the ways which helped them research/write/study was super helpful. My unit doesn’t usually get to debrief, and tonight we actually got to, with some people from last year’s unit 4 and Jamie/Robel….it was…
blopified 6:26 pm my handwriting is worse hi5 jackiefiedxd 6:26 pm LOLLLLLLLLL jackiefiedxd 6:27 pm messy handwriting is a sign of geniuses blopified 6:27 pm fsho jackiefiedxd 6:27 pm because they are too impatient to make things pretty all content LOL blopified 6:27 pm beckwith always called me dr leo jackiefiedxd 6:27 pm LOL THATS COOL blopified 6:27 pm it was even better i could completely write scribbles on essays and tests and he would give me A+ jackiefiedxd 6:28 pm DAMN WOW blopified 6:28 pm becuase he thought i was smart like no kidding they were legit scribbles not even words i thought it was awesome jackiefiedxd 6:28 pm LOLLL dang thats awesome although i wish i always upheld that belief that my scribbles were pure gold blopified 6:29 pm LOL
Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.
I’m probably the first two, last one I’m not sure about. Or wait, in madness… that’s probably just what I am. LOL I don’t think I’m a genius. I could be boring sometimes haha! Add loud to that equation.
I’m so mentally exhausted but all I can do is push for the last mile of finishing college applications. I’m completely stressed out and it’s driving me insane and the only thing that is keeping me grounded is gov and science olympiad. I’m sick and I’m staying home tomorrow to recover and bounce back on Wednesday.
I want so many things and I can’t back down now. I can’t.
ONWARDS! I BRANDISH MY SWORD OF HOPE!
FEEL BETTER DEAR<3 YOU WILL BE MISSED IN 4TH PERIOD