October 2010
148 posts
You confuse me like the binary code.
I have no idea why you do the things you do and it is driving me insane and yet I’m okay with it. Even that didn’t make sense. Make some sense already please, You, Me, and the whole situation. Thanks.
My lil bro is part of the PLAYGROUND SUMMIT.
This meeting consists of him and his friends on the playground and they discuss games to play, etc.
My brother is so political :]
September 2010
82 posts
Train of Thoughts: I don't live in a dream and I... →
curriculavitae:
jackiexpress:
icaroler:
jackiexpress:
So nothing goes the way I want it to. Everything crashes down and I have to scavenge for the pieces. Everything has hit me at once and its hard for me to handle it emotionally. Maybe I don’t even know how to.
Senior year is so emotionally stressful.
I feel no closure.
I hate annoying others…
I feel your pain :[ It’s okay to feel...
Train of Thoughts: I don't live in a dream and I... →
icaroler:
jackiexpress:
So nothing goes the way I want it to. Everything crashes down and I have to scavenge for the pieces. Everything has hit me at once and its hard for me to handle it emotionally. Maybe I don’t even know how to.
Senior year is so emotionally stressful.
I feel no closure.
I hate annoying others…
I feel your pain :[ It’s okay to feel all of those feelings because you’ll...
I don't live in a dream and I don't live in a...
So nothing goes the way I want it to. Everything crashes down and I have to scavenge for the pieces. Everything has hit me at once and its hard for me to handle it emotionally. Maybe I don’t even know how to.
Senior year is so emotionally stressful.
I feel no closure.
I hate annoying others with my petty problems. I only want to help others. Their happiness is mine. I don’t need...
Borders is really lame and has no common sense.
Their automatic door is broken so they decided to wait four hours to wait for the mechanic to come. Stupid. They should have just built it so that you can manually lift the door too. They’re so impractical.
I cam here to study so I didn’t bring my SAT book. Dang it all. Sitting in front of Borders w/ Sammy and Cindy.
You deserve the best. I hope that best comes and...
:] <3
I’m just disappointed. I don’t expect anything but I keep thinking about it even though you’re totally over it. Why is it taking me so long? I wish things could have worked out but I know I made the right decision. Disappointed in how it couldn’t be fixed even when I wanted it to be.
YES IM SO EXCITED FOR QUIZ BOWL THIS YEARRR
deltagee:
jackiexpress:
I FINALLY GOT THE RULES HANDBOOK FOR THIS YEAR IN THE MAIL TODAY!!! I SPENT LIKE 30 MINUTES READING THROUGH THE WHOLE THING. I CAN’T WAIT!
JOIN QUIZ BOWL EVERYONE! PICK UP AN APPLICATION IN P6 FOR MORE INFORMATION!
QUIZ BOWL IS SO FUN! YOU DO SO MUCH HANDS ON COOLNESS AND ITS NOT ANYTHING LIKE SCIENCE OLYMPIAD.
Thanks, Jackie. I knew I could count on you.
LOL...
I dread everytime I type in collegeboard in my...
It means more tests, more money, more pain, and a huge monopoly for them.
You have no idea how much of a monopoly collegeboard is to any high school student.
YES IM SO EXCITED FOR SCIENCE OLYMPIAD THIS YEARRR
I FINALLY GOT THE RULES HANDBOOK FOR THIS YEAR IN THE MAIL TODAY!!! I SPENT LIKE 30 MINUTES READING THROUGH THE WHOLE THING. I CAN’T WAIT!
JOIN SCIENCE OLYMPIAD EVERYONE! PICK UP AN APPLICATION IN E8 FOR MORE INFORMATION!
SCIENCE OLYMPIAD IS SO FUN! YOU DO SO MUCH HANDS ON SCIENCE AND ITS NOT JUST STRAIGHT STUDYING LIKE THE SCIENCE BOWLS.
the usual SO bet is on!
Heli vs. Mission Possible
brendanhaha 9:52 pm no its gonna OWN mission possible har har har jackiefied xD 9:54 pm LOL WE’LL SEE ABOUT THAT SILLY BRENDAN brendanhaha 9:54 pm oh its on the usual? jackiefied xD 9:56 pm you got it bet is onnnn jackiefied xD 9:56 pm but i still got bragging rights :] brendanhaha 9:56 pm lol just wait till heli wins...
To be rational means that you don't live in dream....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Az05lG25m0
It’s a beautiful song with “some bossa nova and funk” (Josh Lu). It’s called I Don’t Live in a Dream by Jackie Greene.
“I don’t live on the moon/Drink Martinis in the afternoon”
I love the constant balance between rationality and emotions.
"I don't want to piss me off"
jannaxbanana:
my supposed best friend doesn’t want to tell me things be cause she doesn’t want to “piss me off”
do I really get pissed that easily?
am I really that scary?
am I really that much of a bitch?
that unapproachable?
ouch.
No Janna! You are not! You have strong opinions and that’s what makes you you! I love that about you. You’re headstrong and very sociable. I love...
Back in Black
(“Butters” crazymspride) I AM SEETHING WITH RAGE jackiefied xD 8:10 pm :O I say we Gov up on her [govteam2011] 8:10 pm (“Butters” crazymspride) LOL are we the mafia now? (“The Lonely Suitor” kharmldapple) well we wear suits (“GATSBY” jannnabananana) well i know people who can make it like someone never existed jackiefied...
THATS RIGHT BUBS. GOV TEAM IS HERE. →
CONSTITUTIONALIZE IT. <3
I remember those EYES EYES EYES!
(“GATSBY” jannnabananana) JACKIE ARE YOU BACK?! jackiefied xD 9:15 pm I FEEL THIS EMPTY BLACK VOID OF SPACE OF ONE WEEK YES ITS TERRIBLE D: [govteam2011] 9:15 pm (“XD” quitexthexmenace) OMFG ITS GERTRUDE (florarific) WELCOME BACKKKKKK (“GATSBY” jannnabananana) WOOT <3 jackiefied xD 9:15 pm i hate missing school...
JANNA JACKIE
jannaxbanana:
jhkl:
WE SERIOUSLY NEED TO ORGANIZE A GOV TRIP TO AN AWAY GAME
IT WILL BE SO FUCKING FUN
edit: I WANT TO PAINT MY FACE AND LOSE MY VOICE SINGING AND SCREAMING ALONGSIDE MY FAMILY
JANE. YES. OMG. NEXT AWAY GAME?! WE WILL AIM GROUP CHAT MONDAY NIGHT OR SOMETHING AND PLAN EPIC FUN THINGS :D
LOL YES YES. THIS WOULD BE SO MUCH FUN! Surprisingly we have a lot of drivers...
Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.
1. When I complain too much.
2. When I can’t explain myself sometimes.
3. When people are being mean to others for no reason. They have no right to make others miserable just because they are.
Um… I really can’t think of anything else. I don’t get pissed very easily. Pissed is like the highest degree of getting mad. I just tend to reach annoyed and that’s it.
Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.
1. Skinny thighs and stomach.
2. Cute shoes and jewelry for HC.
3. An ability to curl my hair like a professional. Or even be able to style my hair at random moments.
4. Perfect vision.
5. Leather boots and leather bomber jacket.
6. A shopping spree to Forever 21 & H&M.
7. The ability to write good, genuine, witty humor.
It sucks how most of the stuff I want is so materialistic :[
New Jersey Style Constitution
The park ranger who lead our tour at Independence Hall in Philadelphia had a distinct New Jersey girl accent. She recounted the history of America during the Declaration of Independence and Constitution in a very animated way as if it was a soap opera/drama. It included the fluctuations, high voices, and hand movements. It was the best! Nothing against New Jersey girls but I just love their...
I had a dream about that. It was strange how accurate it was except it included pokemon and lots of er… magic. The beginning of it, the event, and the results. Only the ending was one of those typical happy endings. My dreams are so much like movies. Ah and K was my wise uncle. HE WOULD BE! In my dream he was sitting on the back steps of my old house and was the best uncle I could ask for.
...
HC Update: I got asked. In philadephia.
How?! You might ask? Via video posted on Facebook! The funniest thing ever! I loved it! Thanks Jon Ma :]
THE BEST PHILLY CHEESESTEAK
Makes my mouth water thinking about it. This whole philly trip has gotten me to eat three cheesesteaks from three different places, two of them including the huge philly rivals Geno’s and Pat’s. But I gotta say, Pat’s wins all time best philly cheesesteak hands down!
I wish I could bring some to you all, gov family!
SO ANXIOUS.
roflora:
jackiexpress:
why? :O
For so many reasons, including what I told you about that day when we were filming for APN. :/
Awwww ‘tis okay Flora :] You’re awesome! Always think of happier things and don’t dwell too much on the things you can’t control. You deserve the best :] Don’t stress too muchhh
SO ANXIOUS.
why? :O
I love our gov team IM conversations.
YES ME TOO!
pullin' out mah SO study materials.
yeenacolada:
jackiexpress:
yeenacolada:
woot woot, time to get crackin’.
TRY OUT FOR SCIENCE OLYMPIAD :D INFO MEETING IS NEXT WEDNESDAYYY
i like the new events 8D
I KNOW RIGHT? AND FOSSILS AND FORENSICS IS STILL BACK ON <3
pullin' out mah SO study materials.
yeenacolada:
woot woot, time to get crackin’.
TRY OUT FOR SCIENCE OLYMPIAD :D INFO MEETING IS NEXT WEDNESDAYYY
I can't wait for HC Dance.
deltagee:
jackiexpress:
yeenacolada:
roflora:
jackiexpress:
Whether I go with a date or with friends, I’m going to party it up and dance and laugh all my frustration out. I can’t wait! It’s senior year, and I’m going to have some fun even through all the tribulations.
My attitude exactly.
agreed.
AND WE’RE GOING TO DRESS UP AND WEAR BEAUTIFUL DRESSES FOR OURSELVES! :] because we’re...
I can't wait for HC Dance.
yeenacolada:
roflora:
jackiexpress:
Whether I go with a date or with friends, I’m going to party it up and dance and laugh all my frustration out. I can’t wait! It’s senior year, and I’m going to have some fun even through all the tribulations.
My attitude exactly.
agreed.
AND WE’RE GOING TO DRESS UP AND WEAR BEAUTIFUL DRESSES FOR OURSELVES! :] because we’re going to be...
I can't wait for HC Dance.
Whether I go with a date or with friends, I’m going to party it up and dance and laugh all my frustration out. I can’t wait! It’s senior year, and I’m going to have some fun even through all the tribulations.
JACKIE CHEN YOU HAVE GOV LOVE ON YOUR SIDE
THANK YOUUUUU I LOVE YOU GUYS <3 You guys are my second family :]
Train of Thoughts: I'm so tired of this. →
heavilyblunted:
jackiexpress:
I really need to just leave for awhile. Thank goodness for flying to Philadelphia and New York. Although I hate missing school (especially Gov <3) I really need to just go somewhere else and think and be able to write my college essays and study.This lurking variable keeps coming back and I just…
ARE YOU COMING?!?!?!?!?
To NYU? I wish :/ Parents say only...
I'm so tired of this.
I really need to just leave for awhile. Thank goodness for flying to Philadelphia and New York. Although I hate missing school (especially Gov <3) I really need to just go somewhere else and think and be able to write my college essays and study.This lurking variable keeps coming back and I just wish it would be solved already. I’ve grown so weary of it. I don’t even have the heart...
Strictly Between Captains.
[govteam2011] 5:38 pm (“Cakeland” aznpuffyboy) shutup jackie (“Cakeland” aznpuffyboy) you’re the captain of SO (“Cakeland” aznpuffyboy) what a joke jackiefied xD 5:38 pm Ii want to go to paneras :[ [govteam2011] 5:38 pm (“Cakeland” aznpuffyboy) the name itself (“Cakeland” aznpuffyboy) is like jackiefied...
Another Trio... :P except now in Gov
(“The Red Runner” crazymspride) jackie can i copy your hw tmr =DDDDD (“Cakeland” aznpuffyboy) i gotta copy your homework soon (“Cakeland” aznpuffyboy) :] jackiefied xD 5:40 pm dont lose my homework LOL [govteam2011] 5:40 pm (“Cakeland” aznpuffyboy) i told her already lol jackiefied xD 5:40 pm i didnt do one of the problems...
Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.
1. I don’t like boasting (unless it’s jokingly on a subject that isn’t touchy). LOL JUST LOOK AT THE IRONY OF THE STATEMENT! But this is a challenge after all. :/
2. I love talking to people. The human mind is amazing. I’d rather talk about how amazing other people are because they are such a big part of my life.
3. I am a member of the amazing Constitution Team <3
4....
Gov: Chatroom of Pokemon- serious business
I can’t even begin.
[govteam2011] 11:38 pm (“Cakeland” aznpuffyboy) needs moar birds to finish cake (“The Badass Suit” kharmldapple) WING ATTACK. no cake jackiefied xD 11:39 pm its weird [govteam2011] 11:39 pm (“Cakeland” aznpuffyboy) this aint pokemon jackiefied xD 11:39 pm oh wait [govteam2011] 11:39 pm (“Cakeland”...
Sometimes I dream of someone really random that...
and then I actually meet them in person. It’s really really strange and extraordinary at the same time. Yes, it always seems to be a boy. I don’t think it has anything to do with me liking someone or desiring to find a boyfriend. I’m just a bit more comfortable around guys. I’ve been a tomboy all my life.
This phenomenon has happened to me twice.
I’m waiting for...
Today I got my first two silly bandz.
haha! This craze is hilarious. I showed my dad them and he’s like “this is really good marketing!” It’s so true! At first I was like “this is so pointless and lame” but I love them now because I can’t help but support such amazing, admirable marketing skills.
I will go out and buy some more sometime!
I love Gene Kelly
He can dance tap dance, sing, and act. He’s terribly funny and down to Earth. I love all his movies especially Singing in the Rain! One of my all time favorites! I love every single song!
If anything,
my favorite part of Enchanted was the waltz near the end. It’s magical.
Too bad not many people know how to waltz. LOL I don’t mean like competition ballroom dancing waltz but just a casual one. Just like Enchanted.
I crashed into the brick wall again.
And it’s making me lose my sleep and yet I feel at peace. It’s quite strange I must admit. Maybe I need a ladder. I am glad that I have so many beautiful friends who make me laugh and happy on my side of the wall. How little they know how much just their very presence does to me.
I love being around people. Your happiness is mine! It’s infections and my mind is wiped clean of...